Moving-on is one of the hardest things I do. I’m not clinically diagnosed but I know I have either General Anxiety Disorder or depression or both. That’s why I limit myself from drinking coffee.
My issue from last year was hard to forget. Though I felt fine, there were still times that the pain kept on coming back. Lately, that certain sadness came back; so, again, I am trying to get back to my senses and escape from that pain. However, it was surfaced with a new issue.
Continue reading “What happened to me lately | Anxiety”
My procrastination and hibernation is done. Am I going back to school? Check it out in this article! Anyway, lately, I’ve been busy doing stuff I like which made me tired to think and explain things though I like to blog. So far, Sunday Currently is easier to share than to create a unique article.
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I like film photography because of the effects it give to each photos but the film, what am I gonna do with the film?
Currently, eureka gave me something to think about photography. It started when I saw JK‘s IG and realized that he’s into photography (tho I saw him before with a Fujifilm camera). Anyway, I checked his feed and loved the quality of each photos. Well, Fujifilm has very good vintage looking camera.
Later on, I talked to an acquaintance on Instagram who does film photography. I told him I was planning to buy a camera but thinking if I will choose digital or analog so I asked him about the film he used. I want to know what he does with it and why film camera?
Continue reading “Film photography is the new old”
If you’re gonna ask me if I am vegan. No. I love vegetables and fresh food tho. I want to be a vegan but I can’t let go of samgyupsal. However, it might be hard for me if you’ll make me choose between kimchi or samgyup.
Anyway, my friend introduced an underground cafe that I was seeing before which I thought was a very sad and soon-to-close resto. It’s because I couldn’t see any customers inside; but apology everyone, I judged the place because I never thought that people dine on the upper floor.
After dining there, I started to love this cafe. You might wonder why.
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I’ve been busy for a week because of the grace God has pouring me. Thank you, Lord.
The week was tiring but guess what, I palpitated with joy.
The week has made my mind and body tired with lots of things coming my way and one thing with that was how am I going to start my new blog with an article of what the theme is about. Okay, right now, I’m tired of typing and correcting my grammar.
But guess what made me tired recently
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Sometimes Red (Tote Bag design #5)
May 11, 2017
Acrylic on Canvas
“Until when will you reject me?”
Suddenly, I realized I made our six word story.
It’s almost time to go to sleep. The people are preppin for bed and I am here at the dining room, facing a cup of tea, a pen, a journal, and a phone. I am trying to catch my thoughts. I want to write something.
I am thinking of a title and it’s content. I don’t want to write about myself. I want a post that isn’t about me.
Bear with me.
I brainstormed for half an hour. Then I sum up an idea of doing I am confident to do because I’ve known it better than my artistic side.
I want to create a new blog. This blog isn’t about me.
This is for everyone who cannot express their thoughts or their feelings. The idea came up from my old post, 5 Sense. Few weeks ago, I had thought of reviving that post but it’ll be about the positive things my senses experienced. However, this blog will be bit different.
I’ll further explain the theme when I finished creating it.
By the way, I’d name it Dear Senses.
I’d be very much happy if you follow it and cooperate on it. Not because I told you but because you truly care.
I was scribbling stories on my 2016 journal when I stumbled upon the three typography lines I wrote last year. These three were typo-graphed during the catastrophic period of my adulthood. As far as I remembered, I wrote these ’cause they were lines from different songs that stuck on my head even though I didn’t listen to those songs that time.
Continue reading “The Lines I Discovered”
My blogging was on hiatus for four days which is actually not a break since I was still using WordPress for revamping my blog. And I guess no one noticed that I made my blog private ’cause no one was even checking it.
Continue reading “Project Reveries | Book Layout”
I hope that this is just PMS. I am really hoping that it’s just the only reason, so three days after that or a week after, I am alive again – excited, energetic, full of hope.
So, what am I supposed to do after I type and post this? I don’t know. Maybe a routine of scrolling my newsletter and scanning all the articles and posts I’ve seen before. Maybe a routine of shutting down this computer, throw myself on the couch and watch a noon time show. Or, maybe a routine of dragging myself in the room and wrap myself in a thick cold blanket and read a book until I fall asleep.
When I got tired scrolling, or when the show is done, or when I woke up, what will I do next? Those routines, have I gotten any fulfillment and productivity?
Those routines are just consistent scenarios that were programmed in me. Those routines are just consistent times of me waiting for something great to happen. What would that might be? I don’t know.
These routines are making me bored and think and scream. “Hey, I know this already, can we just move to the next part?” I want a new cheese. Haha. Yeah.
Now, I’m done typing. Can you guess what I’ll do next?
I hope everyone would understand how dramatic ladies are before they’re in their… Um… garden.